What's on your mind?
*my beloved father is suffering from sickness and that's make me really sad.. only limited people around us who knows this issue.. especially on my part.. cause as much as possible i don't want to make any conversation about this problem cause it really makes me cry.. last Thursday 2012.3.21 i went to church to ask for help.. cause i can't manage myself very well.. i need some one to lean on.. and the first one who comes to my mind.. "ama" our god.. by the time i seated i vow my head and express to god everything that i'd suffer.. i cried every single burden in my heart and that makes me relieved..
after church I had a lunch with a special girl in my life.. she comfort and make me realized that I'm not the only person who encounter that kind of problem.. some how it makes me feel better.. but i can't help myself every time my father comes to my mind my tears drop automatically and i can't resist..
that night my mother talk to me about the status of my father.. she told me how soft my father is.. and i realized my father and I are the same when it comes to emotion..
"Pa.. be strong! kelangan mo maging matatag for us.. kelangan mo gumaling agad.. nanghihina kame pag nakikita namin na hindi ka ok.. Pa.. hindi ko man lagi nasasabi sayo pero sana pairamdam namin sayo kung gaano ka namin kamahal.. mahalaga ka sa amin pa.. ikaw ang unang nagpapatatag sa amin.. Pa ikaw ang unang umiintindi sa akin sa mga pagkakamali ko.. kelangan lumakas ka ulit dahil marami pa ako plano para sa atin.. Pa kelangan ok kna bago ako umuwi.. ipangako mo Pa.. "
"Ama.. ikaw na po bahala sa aming Papa.. tulungan nyo po sya makarecover agad at palakasin nyo po sya hindi lamang ang kanyang katawan pati narin ang kanyang kalooban ng sa ganun po ay magampanan nya ang kanyang tungkuling bilang "Haligi ng tahanan". Ama patawarin nyo po kami sa aming mga nagawang kasalanan at kayo narin po bahalang magpuno ng pagmamahal sa aming mga pag kukulang.. Panginoon naming Jesus pinupuri ka po namin at sinasamba.. Makikiusap po sana kami pakilapit sa Ama ang aming mga panalangin kalakip po ang kapatawaran ng aming mga kasalanan.. Ama sumasampalataya po kame na dininig mo na po ang aming mga panalangin sa pangalan ni Jesus na aming dakilang tagapagligtas.. AMEN"
*There is a girl whose special in my heart.. but as of now we are not allowed to commit a relationship.. we are still waiting for the right time.. the time when no one can stop us from seeing each other.. there are too many gossip that makes us really controversial.. other people judge us like they know everything.. so judgmental that they doesn't even care if it affect others feeling. But honestly we like each other.. we enjoyed each others company.. we had started dating since January 13, 2013 and everything become smooth.. we enjoy eating lunch and dinner together, sharing childhood life, exchanging of thoughts and discussing some topics and giving each other some moral support for our everyday life..
We believed that "Ama" will allow us to know each other more.. or better to say to be with for the rest of our life..
*I don't know why those Taiwanese people whose working with us in our department is too lazy.. they don't care if they see you very tired of doing your job.. they always load to us all their job and watch us working..
as far as i know they are paid to do their task and they earn more money by just watching us.. I hope the boss do some action for them.. cause it really makes me annoying..
GUYS I WANT TO SHARE SOME VIDEOS AND PHOTO THAT MAKES ME INSPIRED AND GAVE ME MORE STRENGTH TO WAKE UP EACH DAY AND FACE EVERYTHING..
